Friday, July 3, 2009

Cry my self to sleep..

04:54 am

Pass the Vicodin please! :'(

My spine is seriously killing me tonight...wakes me up at night and keeps me from falling asleep.! Yes. I have scoliosis, I have a 10 degree curvature in my spine. I never thought of going to a Doctor for check-up, no. Call me stubborn, surely am.

I know this isn't worse but whenever i thought of surgery-
-they will screw some metal rods and pins into the vertebrae and basically yank the spine into relative straightness, this things makes my back hurt so much and make me cry. I know it's too early to think about this stuff but i cant help my self. I'm so afraid of surgery. The possibility of surgery is still waaaay on the backburner for me. I do exercises before thou it hurts sometimes when I exercise. And can’t sit without back support for long periods of time.

Crying my throat out!
I just do hope this thing wont get worse.



~mags

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